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Hanna and other random things…

well, my life has been a little crazy the past few weeks.  i started and quit a job, only to start two more.  i am MUCH happier about the two new ones that i was about the old one.  just a little advice…always pray before you take a job, i think things probably go a lot easier for you if you do.  i did pray about the new jobs by the way, and i feel as though God sent them to me.  i am just going to say that it is hard to do something when it is not your calling.    

i also went with my roommate courtney to her beach house on topsail island to get it ready for Hanna, and well…we may have gotten caught in a little band of rain and wind from Hanna before we could get everything finished. 

here we are after the rain band and that is courtney in front of the board on the front door

whats up with that?

i dont know about you, but i often wonder why people continue to hang out with me.  i mean, i am neurotic and loud and i am pretty sure that is not always a good thing. 

am i the only one who gets done with hanging out with people and replays the conversation only to find that i am pretty sure i could have done it better? 

why do i do that?  why do i think that because of something i said or did will make my friend not my friend anymore?  why do i not trust relationships and friendships in my life? 

yeah, i am not sure…but i am working on it…